Saturday, November 21, 2009

i had a bad week. serious shit.
i made time like fragments. all into tiny pieces. such little time for everything.
saturday is a day to go out & i chuck it aside just for my project management.
my project theme is on haunted places in SG. & i WISH my groupmates is cooperative.

i dont mean to spill black beans here. im just saying out what im unhappy about. you see, THEY put their outings with their friends FIRST rather than concentrating on our projects instead. everytime theres an opportunity to hold a meet up, theres always hundred thousands of invalid reasons. wahlaoweh. im working ok. and i cancelled my schedule god knows how many times for you guys and in the end? meet up cancelled. macam sial. step assignment ni takde deadline. i hate this. pls. i want to end all asap.

♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:52 PM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

earthlinggs .

i had a terrible whole fucking week . seriously . aint lying . maybe im just jinxed , post post birthday symptoms or , .. fuck . idk . everything turned out so well . so good . very great . even if there is such words . ehh rose , when is friendship day again ? uhh .. =.=" yes , i am & have always been clueless . whatever . anyway . that fucking last sunday . i was in EOT with my senior . not telling who . she might fuck me upside down , to know her being published without legal consent here . bahh . anyway . evrything went well . it was awesome . Dr Zul & some other MOs' last day before thay had to rotate to other hospitals . ouhkay . this is what exactly happen . Dr Prasad wants Glidescope . i wasnt there , inside e theatre . im outside , arranging some container for my dear Ortho CI . i went to get lurh . rushed in AU equip room and pushed e Scope out . plugged e socket . switched it on . yes , i did not fix it properly . i Fucking Know . e cable , i didnt fix it to the right connector . i did bring in the stylet , also . he said to Just Standby . so i fucking did . park it there & then . during intubation , seeing he didnt need it anyway and but before i could alarm my senior , she already plugged out the socket of the glidescope . pushing it back . maybe to tidy things up . suddenly , kahh-piangg ! a crash was heard . we turned our heads . SHE dropped it . fuck sia . and because im e junior & because i fix it wrongly , im blamed ! FUCK ! very frustrating . when u push , & just because i didnt fix it properly , I HAVE TO BEAR IT ALL ! because ur'e a senior . u wouldnt want ur reputation to drop , right ? phfft . i had to write a memo . i have to face those know-nothing-but-spread-rumors-soab ! i have to be nagged at . i had to .. ouh . nvm . that fucking thing costs $ 7k anyway .

e next day was nuthing much .just that i stupidly asked Dr Park JJ which hospital he was from . when he's formerly a MO surgeon . Sulaiman , who was also there smirked at me . like , im dumb . phfft . *eyes rolling*

third day . same senior . same theatre . arterial carotid surgery . Dr Tan SM wants IRMA machine . but it was sent down for servicing . so , manually i had to bring e tube down . she syringed out a few ml of blood , i put it in the biohazard bag , that contained ice . waiting waiting waiting .. for e new MO to print out e blood form . so , i asked a few of my OTHER seniors to help . they did . but unfortunately , later e lab called reception .telling them that e blood has spilled all over . i am fucking guilty . but i believe its not entirely my fault . cause , i did ask my senior for assistance . to guide me . to show how's it been done . they did . i not angry about that . im not upset about that . i just feel guilty for that patient . if i had known shit happens , i would have asked some porter to bring it down . shit lurh . i dun think i can work with " her " .

urgh . thu & fri . im not with her . alhamdulilah ((:
hey hey !!
gaga came up with something new ..

♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:31 AM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I VERY VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED !
i lost my wallet again !
ouhkay nvm .
i could have sworn i did brought it back home .
my eyes wont lie .
BUBBLES was nudging my wallet !
wee treated me food , and some bus fare to Mc Ritchie yesterday .
stupeed CHINA tourist , as usual , blocked my monkey view !
i was , ouhkay . holding up wee's camera phone to catch its cute momentum .
mummy munkee & two tiny babies .
fucking china , from nowhere came over & was astonished by their sight .
they blocked me , they make so many fucking noise !
and the munkees scattered away !
i was like , " FUCK LURH !"
they said sorry .
but what's a fucking use of saying sorry when all e munkees are no longer there !?
dont they have munkees in their region ??
LMAO to those who got attacked by munkees in china , as published in e press .
maybe that was e reason why they got attacked .
anyway ..
i saw tonss of munkees !
they looked ouh-fucking-cutee !
baby clinging onto e mummy , like wee-wee ..
some people just wouldnt accept e fact , huh .
i didnt bring cammie . was a waste .
but fug shit .
wee was supposed to catch a snake .
but we didnt see anything . i mean I cant spot them .
lizards crept their way through e dry brown leaves .
ouhwell .
wee lost his wallet after alighting from some SMRT bus to Yishun .
fucking not a good day .)):

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