i had a terrible whole fucking week . seriously . aint lying . maybe im just jinxed , post post birthday symptoms or , .. fuck . idk . everything turned out so well . so good . very great . even if there is such words . ehh rose , when is friendship day again ? uhh .. =.=" yes , i am & have always been clueless . whatever . anyway . that fucking last sunday . i was in EOT with my senior . not telling who . she might fuck me upside down , to know her being published without legal consent here . bahh . anyway . evrything went well . it was awesome . Dr Zul & some other MOs' last day before thay had to rotate to other hospitals . ouhkay . this is what exactly happen . Dr Prasad wants Glidescope . i wasnt there , inside e theatre . im outside , arranging some container for my dear Ortho CI . i went to get lurh . rushed in AU equip room and pushed e Scope out . plugged e socket . switched it on . yes , i did not fix it properly . i Fucking Know . e cable , i didnt fix it to the right connector . i did bring in the stylet , also . he said to Just Standby . so i fucking did . park it there & then . during intubation , seeing he didnt need it anyway and but before i could alarm my senior , she already plugged out the socket of the glidescope . pushing it back . maybe to tidy things up . suddenly , kahh-piangg ! a crash was heard . we turned our heads . SHE dropped it . fuck sia . and because im e junior & because i fix it wrongly , im blamed ! FUCK ! very frustrating . when u push , & just because i didnt fix it properly , I HAVE TO BEAR IT ALL ! because ur'e a senior . u wouldnt want ur reputation to drop , right ? phfft . i had to write a memo . i have to face those know-nothing-but-spread-rumors-soab ! i have to be nagged at . i had to .. ouh . nvm . that fucking thing costs $ 7k anyway .
e next day was nuthing much .just that i stupidly asked Dr Park JJ which hospital he was from . when he's formerly a MO surgeon . Sulaiman , who was also there smirked at me . like , im dumb . phfft . *eyes rolling*
third day . same senior . same theatre . arterial carotid surgery . Dr Tan SM wants IRMA machine . but it was sent down for servicing . so , manually i had to bring e tube down . she syringed out a few ml of blood , i put it in the biohazard bag , that contained ice . waiting waiting waiting .. for e new MO to print out e blood form . so , i asked a few of my OTHER seniors to help . they did . but unfortunately , later e lab called reception .telling them that e blood has spilled all over . i am fucking guilty . but i believe its not entirely my fault . cause , i did ask my senior for assistance . to guide me . to show how's it been done . they did . i not angry about that . im not upset about that . i just feel guilty for that patient . if i had known shit happens , i would have asked some porter to bring it down . shit lurh . i dun think i can work with " her " .
urgh . thu & fri . im not with her . alhamdulilah ((: hey hey !! gaga came up with something new ..
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